FML

ok ok I dont really mean that title but sometmies I just feel like saying it. Last monday i wasn't happy with myself and this monday i was a bit down because I didn't get my grad program. Its a bit upsetting because at the minimum you know 80 people were better than you and maximum you might have sucked so bad that drew a big cross over your paper as soon as you walked in being wet and soggy from walking in the rain with massive blisters on your feet from new shoes you bought specifically for an interview you were obviously fated to fail at anyway. yay
But despite that poor outlook on life, I'm not that bitter. I only wanted the program for one reason and now must move on. As i just wrote on Facebook waiting for another door to open, upon which Lissa replied there was heaps of windows which is very true.
One window: move down south. My sister was super excited for this and literally had me moving down next week. Glad to see I'm wanted but I think at first I would miss my girls to much and just everything really. BF def wants me going down coz he wants to move to hahah
Speaking of which Dave is amazing and I love him to bits. On sunday he fixed my flat tyre and then drove behind me all the way to work to make sure it didnt blow up (being on 8 PSI and the air not working at the petrol station). Yesterday I watched him apply his skills to putting a new stereo in his truck-thrilling stuff hahaha good fun. Hes the best.

God knows the plan for my life!

xx