this is my journey to hope

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

FML

ok ok I dont really mean that title but sometmies I just feel like saying it. Last monday i wasn't happy with myself and this monday i was a bit down because I didn't get my grad program. Its a bit upsetting because at the minimum you know 80 people were better than you and maximum you might have sucked so bad that drew a big cross over your paper as soon as you walked in being wet and soggy from walking in the rain with massive blisters on your feet from new shoes you bought specifically for an interview you were obviously fated to fail at anyway. yay
But despite that poor outlook on life, I'm not that bitter. I only wanted the program for one reason and now must move on. As i just wrote on Facebook waiting for another door to open, upon which Lissa replied there was heaps of windows which is very true.
One window: move down south. My sister was super excited for this and literally had me moving down next week. Glad to see I'm wanted but I think at first I would miss my girls to much and just everything really. BF def wants me going down coz he wants to move to hahah
Speaking of which Dave is amazing and I love him to bits. On sunday he fixed my flat tyre and then drove behind me all the way to work to make sure it didnt blow up (being on 8 PSI and the air not working at the petrol station). Yesterday I watched him apply his skills to putting a new stereo in his truck-thrilling stuff hahaha good fun. Hes the best.

God knows the plan for my life!

xx

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

He is We

He is We
my favourite band of the moment. Dan introduced them to me but I heard them when I was in Canada and their song Happily Ever After was once stuck in my head when I heard it on 97.3.
LOVE EM!
Current Favourite Song: Forever and Ever

im back!!

so ive used the last year to really find myself again and i think iv acheived not only finding the old me but just finding a new way to live my life. on tuesday i failed this once again but im back to business and ready to make a new way to follow the rules that should be in place.
not only that but im embracing my inner ranga once more. hello red hair im glad to see you back. due to being blonde my hair was DESTROYED and so rachel my fave hairdresser had to cut a lot off. its quite short. this morning several conniptions were had at the lack of length to brush. everyone so far likes it but thats perhaps coz ive yet to style it myself. might need to hire a personal hairdryer/styler.
-boys now look at me when i walk through the library. perhaps coz im wearing my amazing military boots-LOL
a photo will be up soon.
week three of uni of the last semester of my course on bachelor of nursing. whoa. hating it due to 2 group assignments but thanks to some amazing girls and an amazing hour of deep analytical study of the topic i think im back to understanding...slightly, what im supposed to be doing. yes this post is procrastination.

ONE MONTH TO MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!bday wish list to be published today...dont know wether to put imac laptop first or a new car...hmmmm

xxx